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GEES. I FEEL THAT TODAY'S SO HARD ND HEAVY FOR ME . AND ITS REALLY HARD FOR ME TO BREATHIN . U KNW WHY?

FIRST THING:
I REALLY HATE DOING MY PIANO PRACTICE. ACTUALLY I DONT REALLY HATE THAT, BUT IM KINDA LAZY TO DO THAT. SO ITS ABOUT 1 WEEK ALREADY IM NOT DOING THAT THING. AND U KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO ME THIS DAY?? MY MOM AND MY DAD. THEIR TALKING ABOUT ME, IN FRONT OF ME!! FOR MORE THAN 30 MINUTES. AND THEY SAID THAT I JUST WAISTED THEIR MONEY FOR MY PIANO TUITION AND ITS ALLJUST END WITH FUTILITY AND THE RESULT IS NOTHING. FOR SWEAR I DIDNT MEANT TO DO THAT , BUT ITS JUST REALLY HARD FOR ME TO STOP BEING LAZY. AND THEN, MY DAD SAID TO ME THAT I BETTER STOP MY PIANO TIUTION, AND TOLD MY PIANO TEACHER. AND WITH A REALLY HEAVY HEART I TOLD MY TEACHER ABOUT THAT. ACTUALLY I DONT WANNA STOP MY PIANO TUITION. BUT......... WHAT CAN I DO NOW??

SECOND THINGS:
IM SPEECHLESS FOR SWEAR. DAMN. TOMORROW IM GONNA DO MY SPEECH. ITS ABOUT NIGHTLIFE. HOPE TOMORROW IM NOT NERVOUS AT ALL. ND I CAN DO MY SSPEECH SMOOTHLY. *SIGH*

THATS ALL FOR TODAY,
AU REVOIR !