im not happy with my shity speech

im not happy with my speech at all. its so terrible. gees,its hurting me so bad nd im really dissapointed. *sigh* whatev, i cant fix it anymore. btw, today me, rudy, kevin ras nd adelsha were going to megamall. @ rudy's car :

th driver : rudy

adelsha

kevin ras

@ j.co :

we all
♥ green tea for sure :)

busy with his cellphone :(

me nd adelsha

@ pizza hut :

we all were so full. but so what?! we went back home @ 4 pm.
nd walaaah, i bought new clip with skull in it (i didnt have th photo, sorry ), new eyelash curler :)

thats all for today,
AU REVOIR !

today's awful

shiit ! my maid is going back to her village today . my mummy's going to mlaaysia for about 3 days. nd u knw what ?
im just alone, @ home. actually there's my dad. but still.
arrrrgh,i need maid or someone who can help me!!! im so tired. i swear.

AU REVOIR !

speechless

GEES. I FEEL THAT TODAY'S SO HARD ND HEAVY FOR ME . AND ITS REALLY HARD FOR ME TO BREATHIN . U KNW WHY?

FIRST THING:
I REALLY HATE DOING MY PIANO PRACTICE. ACTUALLY I DONT REALLY HATE THAT, BUT IM KINDA LAZY TO DO THAT. SO ITS ABOUT 1 WEEK ALREADY IM NOT DOING THAT THING. AND U KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO ME THIS DAY?? MY MOM AND MY DAD. THEIR TALKING ABOUT ME, IN FRONT OF ME!! FOR MORE THAN 30 MINUTES. AND THEY SAID THAT I JUST WAISTED THEIR MONEY FOR MY PIANO TUITION AND ITS ALLJUST END WITH FUTILITY AND THE RESULT IS NOTHING. FOR SWEAR I DIDNT MEANT TO DO THAT , BUT ITS JUST REALLY HARD FOR ME TO STOP BEING LAZY. AND THEN, MY DAD SAID TO ME THAT I BETTER STOP MY PIANO TIUTION, AND TOLD MY PIANO TEACHER. AND WITH A REALLY HEAVY HEART I TOLD MY TEACHER ABOUT THAT. ACTUALLY I DONT WANNA STOP MY PIANO TUITION. BUT......... WHAT CAN I DO NOW??

SECOND THINGS:
IM SPEECHLESS FOR SWEAR. DAMN. TOMORROW IM GONNA DO MY SPEECH. ITS ABOUT NIGHTLIFE. HOPE TOMORROW IM NOT NERVOUS AT ALL. ND I CAN DO MY SSPEECH SMOOTHLY. *SIGH*

THATS ALL FOR TODAY,
AU REVOIR !