KILLLL him. he told my mom everything. fuck.

well, my mom and kevin's mom was going to my school today. my mom just company kevin's mom to talked to ms. heny. while kevin's mom talked to ms. heny. this guy called my mom for talked. and this guy told everything about me to my mom. he told my mom my mark at school was really down than before, i have a boyfriend, i like to day dreaming while teachers are explaining, and so fucking on. *daaaah* and when i was home, drama happened:

mom: do you have a boyfriend? tell me the truth. i wont angry to you.
me : no mom, i swear. just trust your daught.
and hopefully,
mom: okay2, i trust you. it's okay if you have a boyfriend, i'll see, if he good for you or not.
me : well, okay mom. *sigh*
mom: and you know what? he said that you have to sit properly at class. all the boys were watching at your *********.
me : *laughing* well, okay again mommy.
mom: 1 more thing, wear your t-top every day to school. all the boys at your class like to see your *** too.
me : fuck. ooh man. shit. okay mom.
mom: do not say that words.
me : well, okay mom. *sigh*

its all because that guy. KIIILLLL! hopefully my mom trust me. keep trusting me mom. buahaha.

im so not fine. shits were hampering my way.today,

well, the week that i past through was so not okay. my friends were having some shits, and HELLL YEAAAH, me too. my fought with putri was over, but still, we havent talked each other yet. well, nemind. and, and, and. new shit was hampering my way. *sigh* this new shit was rallay hard to be solved. well, well, well. this shit was connected with both guys that really close to me. reallay hard eh?

anyway guys,
today mom was making a pasta, deliciousoooo. and my buddy budds (adelsha, maria, ranie) were coming to my home for english presentation. and we were having our lunchy lunch @ citra. wohooo. much fun with them.the last and, mummy asked me to company her to coffee town. here are some of the photos:

me with my mom's made pasta

cheese blabla toast. i forgot the name. buahahaa.

@ citra

@ citra.

THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY PSYCHOS.

AU REVOIR!

I guess you better go and get your armor

OKAAY GUYS. LAST TIME MY PROB WAS WITH 1 PPL. NOW? TWO? WOW! BUT I LIKE IT. REALLY. IT WAS DAMN KOOL BABY.

THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I ATTEND THE ENGLISH CLUB? AND? YAAAIKS. IT WAS DISASTER.

ANYWAY,LEMME SHOW YOU SOME PICT.

@ the park

what i do in english club?

english club

best buddies were making something creative@ kolintang class

crazier me

THATS ALL FOR TODAY.
I WANNA GO TO BED. GOODNIGHT PSYCHOS.

AU REVOIR!

HEY COCK. I kill ya, wake ya up, and make you die again.

I SEE SOMETHING REALLY DISGUSTING IN FRONT OF ME THIS LATELY. THIS SHIT IS A GIRL, BUT I THINK, ITS BETTER TO CALL THIS GIRL 'IT' THAN 'SHE'. THIS LATELY, IT'S ALWAYS OVER ACTED IN FRONT OF ME, CYNIC IN FRONT OF ME, TELLING ME A LIE AND SO ON. IS THERE ANY PLASTIC BAG? I WANNA PUKE *PUKING* GIRL, DO NOT SHOW YAR FACE IN FRONT OF ME OR IN 1 SECOND, YOU'LL BE IN HELL.

HELL YEAAA BABY. I WILL KILL YA, BUT I WILL NEVER MAKE YA WAKE UP AGAIN. SO BETTA WATCH OUT SWEETY.

ANYWAY,TODAY IM DOING MY KC PROJECT @ CITRA. IT'S QUITE FUN. WE'RE ALL DONE @ 4.30, I THINK SO. AND ME, ANDRE, AND SACHII WERE TALKING IN MY HOUSE AROUND UNTIL 6.30. WE WERE LAUGHING A LOT THIS DAY. THEY MAKING SOME JOKES. BUAHAHAHAAAA.


TOMORROW GONNA ATTEND THE ENGLISH CLUB. I HOPE IT'LL BE SO MUCH FUN NOT FUCK.

AND. AND. AND. 1 MORE.
SEE THIS. HOW ABOUT IF WE'RE WEARING HIGH WAIST TO SCHOOL. I THOUGHT IT'LL BE KOOL.

THATS ALL FOR TODAY PSYCHOS,

AU REVOIR!

babe, rezel never tells a lie.

jst like amelia said, "The feeling You have when you saw your crush at school. OH MAAAN, my heart would pump really fucking fast", "It's funny how I wanted to look kool infront of him but I feel damn nervous and shy at the same time", "Dreaming about you and him/her like each other n then go out together aaaaand so on", "listen to love songs which lyrics match my feelings to my crush" !!!
i've felt the same one with amelia. really real the same. but the thing is, i always like, uhhhm.... like i wanna go out from this thing, but i CANT! and how stupid i am? i aint get this boy. why should i still like this person? and the more nd more i like him, the more broken i am. WHAT SHOULD I DO? I JUST CANT STAND! I WANNA RUN FROM THIS HELL!