i need heaven!!!

god, i just known there is a heaven in this big world. MAMEN! im so excited.

wiwiwiwiwi :D

see this guys? isnt it so damn kooly? woaoooo, i just cant believe that my class is the one who done this! BRAVO, BRAVA, YO 8A! it doesnt matter if we're not win or what, but the thing is we all are having so muchy muchy fun doing this stuff. GO 8A! i love you guys.

he took me there this afternoon.

to this hidden pond in a little clearing deep in the woods near the reservoir. we decided, we'd call it VALADON POND. now im soaking in the tub, trying to thaw myself out, watching the steam curl into question marks, remembering the feel of the shivery wind rosing my cheeks, the soft scents of pine needle and new snow, the mirror-smooth ice gliding past bneath my skates and the warmth of his gloved hand holding mine :)

im ms. jay, bitch.

im dead till death.

hell yeah, see this. i would like to kill mr. mark if i can. im so damn angry with this score. but actually, im the one who made this. i cant blame mr. mark. but still, between kill myself or kill him. imsofuckedfrustrated.

come on agigators, tell all of 'em to make my room into pieces.

yesterday, maria, kevin ras, ranie and juven were going to my house. first we decided to done our english drama till finished. but you know, ended with some disaster acted.

disaster maria.

disaster juven.

disaster kevin.

disaster ranie.

ended with:

THISSS!!!

jesus. how could i do this?

i have no idea what kind of things i should write n my blog? bingung dah.
saking bingungnya sampe bahasanya gado gado. *sigh* so fuckever. i dont even care.

many projects such as: - indonesian drama
-english drama
-the saint asisi fashion show
-drawing batik

well, i used to be the fashion coordinator. it's driving me nuts lol.
and about the batik. i've already made it, but ms. anas told me to make 2. cock.
i'm a bit stressed fo sure. DAMN. all the project, they gave us last week and we have to finish all that shits this week. i was just like, wtf? its a really short time eh?